We are officially TEN days out until we go into the hospital to have our second baby boy! So many exciting, scary, and anxious feelings flowing through my body. Every mom I have talked to deals with having this fear of how can you love another one as much as the first, and that is definitely a real fear happening around here. But hey everyone also says YOU CAN, IT IS POSSIBLE so that feeling of my heart loving another little sweet nugget just as much is going to be the best. Or the fear of how my first born is going to do with a new baby in the house. (This will be something I will keep you guys up to date on because I know so many mamas wonder about these things.) I have been preparing Dekker with a lot of baby time with his new baby cousins, and he is such a LOVER to them. It melts my dang heart, so can not imagine it being my own and his new baby brother. I enjoy the messy, the complicated, the challenging, and the unknown of motherhood so I am ready to take on the task of two little boys. Call me crazy! Now for my pregnancy I can not wait to no longer get nauseous or have that terrible acid reflux I have been dealing with. Bring on the no sleep, as long as I have a healthy little boy in my arms. These next ten days are going to be spent relaxing, and preparing since I still do not have my hospital bag even packed.. oops.. and babies car seat is still sitting inside. Oh and of course I will be snuggling my first born way too much. Enjoy a few of my maternity pictures with Angela Nunnink Photography.
